February 16, 2006 § Leave a comment
damn, i just finished reading my testimonials, madami dami din yun. hindi lang yung mga testi sa account na to. i had a hacked account kasi… and this was way back nung ala pang limit ang number of text. yung mga panahong, excited lahat na gumawa ng testi. per volumes ang labas. as in. bago pa kasi ang friendster nun. lahat na sinasabi, sabik sa keyboard!
grabe, its nice to look back in the past once in a while.
February 12, 2006 § Leave a comment
I should’ve written this blog first before doing anything else on the net. now im out of time. demmet. well basically i just want to thank those people who cared. nax. its a shame this things happen. but nonetheless im happy that it did. some things have to be experienced for us to learn them. to understand them.
shit. i should’ve brought extra cash.
till next tym.
February 9, 2006 § Leave a comment
A short story i conceptualized a year or so ago, first time i ever wrote one as a matter of fact. and thanks to miss vivar on improving it by the way, cause i so suck when it comes to words. one day, im gonna make this into a short film, and all of you are gonna watch it, then all of you will cry, cause it’s so moving and shit like that! one day! one day! warning, this short story is long. ironic ain’t it?
Its not all fun and games you know, sometimes things just don’t work out the way it should be, the way we planned it to be. In reality, nothing seems to be what they are. I mean, who would have guessed that dark secrets are hidden in plain view, ready to consume you when you least expect it.
Take this story for example, It happened in this very university, disguised in green pants and checkered skirts, a tragedy that happened once upon a semester.
This story, my story, starts with the routine salutations the guards give me every time I walk in this university, “Ba’t alang patch yang polo mo?!” he asked me, again, in an expected tone. We’ve been doing this for the past 3 years. And this, may I add will only end up with me, walking around campus… still without a patch.
I am the average student kind’ a guy- in my institute’s standards. A common hard headed IARFA stud trying to advocate my own style amidst this school of green and gold fishes. I’m trying to shade my shadow a different hue- don’t hate me for that.
February 8, 2006 § 2 Comments
just something i posted earlier in my boards, and now im posting it here! enjoy!
bat ganun? everywhere i look i see couples holding hands, in each other’s arms, not a care in the world, only thinking of the person they “think” hey fell inloved with… but what is love anyway? a feeling? an emotion? so is it pretty much like nausea or hunger? why do we fall inlove in the first place? from what i heard, happy people who fell inlove have been reduced to empty containers, decorated with fake smiles soon after. so why? why all the hype? what so good about it that almost everyone i know is in a hurry to fall inlove? uso kasi valentines? is that it? peer pressure, kasi yung mga friends mo me mga syota na, ikaw wala pa.. so parang bisyo din pala?
maybe im just bitter.. no, i AM bitter. yes, i too have tried to fall inlove, and i think i somehow did.. but look at me now, im still alone, im turning 21 next month and yet i have never felt all the love i have given away returned to me. so it makes me wonder, is it me? ako ba? and if so, anong nagawa ko? or anung hindi ko ginawa? please, to anyone who knows me and you got curious enough to read this blurb of mine, send me a comment, a reply, a whatever, kung gusto nyo batuhin nyo nalang ako ng bato tas tsaka nyo sabihin yung kurokuro nyo e, just tell me something, cause one thing is for sure, ako hindi ko alam ang mga sagot sa mga tanong kong yan…
in a world where people are falling inlove left and right, i wonder if theres anyone out there left, destined to fall with me.. and i to her..
February 7, 2006 § Leave a comment
THIS here was my first ever blog… (well not exactly, cause i remember the first thing i blogged was the lyrics for fallout boys song, see i’m so emo!)
Well today i was supposed to post a story i have written. kaso di pa pinapadala nung editor ko sakin. hehehe.. so anu na lang? di ko alam, i just wanted to write something. wow, i think im getting hooked on this writing thingy… maybe its an effect of all those times ive been spending in my classes. pretty wierd huh? me, turning out like this… hey, i have to get serious sometimes.. so what else? oh yeah ive been doing alot of artworx with my fellow TamArtz for our up coming Advocate folio and collabs, look out for that, plus don’t forget our regular advo issues.
Its been like hell for my arms, as ive been drawing for the last two weeks… but it was worthwhile though, it was fun at the same time. ang kukulit ng arts e, tas dagdag mo pa yung mga ibang writer sa timpla, and you’re sure goin to get one hell of dish. di mo mararamdam ang paglipas ng oras.
well one drawback though is that ive lost one of the best things that ever happened to me… and i’ll forever wonder why… i must say that i am not a multi-tasker, and i think that it somehow costed me.. i have yet to learn to concentrate on two things at same time so that none of this will ever happen again.
well that’s all for now. monthsary ko sana ngayon… haii…