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WHEN EVERYTHING IS FUCKED UP
July 25, 2008
Each of us has those moments of pure, utter helplessness. Of pure, utter weakness. Moments where we seem to think that everything is over, and that there is no way to get out of our predicament.
Sometimes, the thing with these predicaments, we try to hide them inside prerequisite, comforting phrases, or sayings, to up-heave the more primitive instinct lingering at the back of our heads. Anger, hate, denial… etc.
Nobody’s perfect. Everybody makes mistakes.
Yes no one is perfect. Most of us have chosen to believe that mistakes are a part of life. With these very comforting words, we can reason out that failure is not failure but only a bump on our proverbial road. Failure, is not something to be scared of, but something to look forward to. Everybody has those days. You face it. You live with it. Then you go on.
But then, it gets tiresome sometimes. There is a limit to how many times one can stand the un-glorious demise of success in their lives. And it’s in this moment that we see the comfort of giving up. We see it’s embracing arms waiting, as we fall back to it’s promise of defeat. We realize that pushing forward does nothing. We realize why some of us, after trying so many times, still fails. Simply put, they start believing that they are never meant to succeed. It’s easier that way, most would say, when you have accepted that you are a failure. A loser in the game of life.
This is where i am right now. Defeat after defeat. Failure after failure. Slowly, in front of me i am seeing the demise of my pride, my dreams, and everything else. I am tired, I want to give up. It’s no longer something i could live with. It’s no longer something i could let others take the hit for. The suffering for.
I honestly want to quit. To surrender. And God knows i’ve been ready for so long now.
*yes, that picture has nothing to do with the entry.
EHEADS, DON’T FUCK WITH MY HEAD!
July 11, 2008
What a fucking cool teaser? right? right? I mean, come on! It’s Eminem!
And these guys. who do you think these guys are? It’s Orange and Lemons!
I got all the images from Azrael’s site. Get more info about the “clues.” there.
So okay, I’ve been praying for this ever since they fucken’ broke up. Everyone else are blogging and talking about the clues and hints spreading around for the said event, trying to figure out who this band is (if it really is the Eheads or not). But a comment on my brother’s blog said that the daughter of Raymund Marasigan himself (E-heads’ drummer) has confirmed that the said reunion will push through! Now i don’t know if the numbers below the large inverted E are really meant for the dates but Aug 30 2008 will be a very much anticipated date from here on out. I fucken assure you that!
Hell yeah! Count me in! Im so fucken going! How bout you?
